can't sleep

i have lots of time in my life where i just simply can't sleep. tonight is reminding me of that. the mental exhaustion helped before when i was employed. but that is not the case anymore. my constant appt. and errand running does not tire me out like a good 9 hours of work thinking and talking about jeans. am i complaining about not having to work the 80 hours that my old team had to do last week? i better stop now!