to work or not to work...

i asked my boss today to see if i still had an opportunity of taking a package that was offered to me about a year ago during my transition to the misses team. that would mean i would voluntarily lay myself off. next week we find out if we have jobs or not. i guess i could not wait. i want to take time with the chunk and get micah off to kindergarten if i can. let's see if i committed career suicide by fleeing during "breakthrough". i am excited about taking the risk.