adventures in no-babysitting

i am on my 4th day of no chunk. i finished a book last night and started another one. the house did not get cleaned and i still stayed up until 12:30am. doesn't seem like i am in a better place b/c he is gone. i am taking advatage of being lazy. when he is here we have to stay a well oiled machine - ticking off the to do list ingrained in our minds of our daily activities. i wish he was here to bug me and give me hugs.