lots of reasons not to...

here i am again. i have a been a terrible blogger. i have wanted to share thoughts, shoes and recipes and some how life took over and i was living it rather than sitting in front of this computer and telling no one in particular about it.

OMG! i just looked back to see when i last blogged and it's been ages! let's see what's happened since?

i have been to the emergency room again! they still can't figure out what's wrong with me. i am anemic now. i have to take iron forever. i will always be tired etc etc. and medication will be experimented with.

i have taken up bikram yoga. there is a studio 8 blocks away. seacliff bikram yoga studio has a $10 for 10 days and i went for 7! i am not one for exercising but i am now addicted. i saw results in three days. i will never push myself to sweat like that doing anything on my own so this is perfect. i can leave everything behind and just try to survive the class for 1 1/2 hours and come out the most sweaty mess ever, clothes soaked, red faced and elated. i joined for 6 months b/c who knows where i will be in 6 months anyways. it's been about 3 weeks and some clothes are falling off me now. all incentive to keep going. i also get to repurpose my pole dancing class shorts b/c i try to wear as little as possible. it's just those 8 blocks home that i get funny looks. it is foggy and i am wearing stripper shorts on my walk home. it is a vision that i hope none of you have to experience.

i bought an entirely too expensive pair of shoe/boots for an unemployed person. i will take a pic soon - they are lovely! nothing like retail therapy. who else goes to the same dr.? now i need to get the girls out so i can where them. except if it rains like today.

did summer never come? we just skipped to el nino? i digress. this is incredibly yucky.

B and chunk have been sick for a week so i have been doing ALOT by myself this last week. Chunk also had an allergic reaction to a bit of donut on top of all this. it may have been next to the one with coconut. so no more donuts for him.

we do have a bit of good news - the jag is working at the moment. it was in the shop for a month. it was pissing me off!!! the funny thing is when he drives it all these men gives him a "hey" or thumbs up. it's like some secret men's "i love jags that don't work that are working at the moment" club.

one last thing - i have my pre-op tomorrow. the surgery will be on thursday and i will undo the damage having 2 kids did. oooh the mystery...