WishIng I could shop or I mean stop

I am pulling the reigns so tight on my shopping that my arms are so cut right now from the tension. Did it stop me from receiving boxes of 2 off the shoulder mini dresses and one silk strapless mini bubble dress while I was on vacation? I also just bordered a pair of grey booties today. Can't post pics from this damn iPad or you would see. Oh, also bought package deal for a spa. Did I just spent over a month on vacation and spent a bundle? If someone can help me I would be so appreciative.